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<rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" version="2.0"><channel><atom:link rel="hub" href="http://tumblr.superfeedr.com/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom"/><description>Jessica Faye Xie. 
18. 
Chinese. 
Cali girl.
 Aspiring Writer.


Just mindless ramblings of an atypical, accident-prone, female teenage mind. Here lies the life and times of a writer.</description><title>The Inner Workings</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @jesheeka)</generator><link>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/</link><item><title>tommilsom:

theroachsalad:

saraunderthesea:

mothercheesus:


pr...</title><description>&lt;iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_51135439947" src="http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/51135439947/audio_player_iframe/jesheeka/tumblr_lzr9g5uS6u1qc83ct?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Fjesheeka%2F51135439947%2Ftumblr_lzr9g5uS6u1qc83ct" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="85"&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://tommilsom.tumblr.com/post/50968885895" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank"&gt;tommilsom&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://theroachsalad.tumblr.com/post/37834653276/saraunderthesea-mothercheesus-press-play" target="_blank"&gt;theroachsalad&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://saraunderthesea.tumblr.com/post/36925099043/mothercheesus-press-play-and-watch-the-gif" target="_blank"&gt;saraunderthesea&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://mothercheesus.tumblr.com/post/18018158373/press-play-and-watch-the-gif-just-trust-me" target="_blank"&gt;mothercheesus&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lzr9elgF1y1qbhjt7.gif"/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;press play and watch the gif. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;just trust me.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;IF TUMBLR HAD A HIGHLIGHT REEL THIS WOULD BE IN IT&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;It’s on my dash again&lt;br/&gt;i missed it &lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;aaaaahahahahahahahaha yay&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/51135439947</link><guid>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/51135439947</guid><pubDate>Thu, 23 May 2013 00:31:31 -0700</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c6fdd07f565e7a3cf8e7538ea0e04c59/tumblr_mlrqrf0Vxg1s8xfqco1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/51050791928</link><guid>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/51050791928</guid><pubDate>Tue, 21 May 2013 22:06:55 -0700</pubDate></item><item><title>"When I say, ‘I love you,’ it’s not because I want you or because I can’t have you. It has nothing to..."</title><description>“When I say, ‘I love you,’ it’s not because I want you or because I can’t have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I’ve seen your kindness and your strength. I’ve seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. You’re a heck of a person.”&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;Joss Whedon (via &lt;a href="http://i8yurcookie.tumblr.com/" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank"&gt;i8yurcookie&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/51049372401</link><guid>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/51049372401</guid><pubDate>Tue, 21 May 2013 21:41:20 -0700</pubDate></item><item><title>justhyori:

2013-06 Cosmopolitan</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/7ae5a23bb940085d5a62914579d2727a/tumblr_mn5by6Blah1qg50tio1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://justhyori.tumblr.com/post/50983103924" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank"&gt;justhyori&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;2013-06 Cosmopolitan&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50987106308</link><guid>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50987106308</guid><pubDate>Tue, 21 May 2013 06:16:39 -0700</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/5d037ebac9d2cf28d84898a7afd59333/tumblr_mjix5iloyV1qm2muoo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50982070807</link><guid>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50982070807</guid><pubDate>Tue, 21 May 2013 03:59:49 -0700</pubDate></item><item><title>My first rejection.</title><description>&lt;p&gt;People think girls don&amp;#8217;t get rejected as often as guys or that we don&amp;#8217;t understand what it feels like to get rejected. Wrong. So very wrong.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I had a major crush on this one guy. Everyone knew about it. Everyone except him. Typical.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;We&amp;#8217;ve exchanged text messages here and there. And on occasions, we would hang out. He was the type of guy that you couldn&amp;#8217;t tell if he was being genuinely nice or if he actually showed interest in you.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I invited him out to my birthday dinner. And that night, I spent majority of my night with him. Just us two. I was planning on confessing to him.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;He gave me a necklace charm. And me being a stupid girl, I thought the gift might have meant something. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Initially, I thought it would have been a lot easier, but the words kept getting stuck in my throat. After I saw my group of friends, I quickly rushed a confession out. It went a lot smoother when I played the scenario through my head before, but&amp;#8230; It came out sounding more or over&amp;#8230; Something like this&amp;#8230;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;#8220;SoIhavesomethingtosay. Uh. Ireallylikeyoualotanduhmokaythat&amp;#8217;sit. Bye.&amp;#8221;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Probably the most rushed confession ever. I was blushing a bright red before I kind of ran away from embarrassment.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Then he kind of just ignored me for a few months. It was a silent rejection, but a rejection nonetheless. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I wore the necklace charm everyday. With hopeless wishes that maybe I just had to wait long enough for an answer. Eventually, I looked at the charm and knew that it was nothing, but just that. Just a charm. I finally put it away because I already knew his answer. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I knew I was going to get rejected and my feelings weren&amp;#8217;t reciprocated, but for some girlish, idiotic, and naive reason, I thought maybe there was a chance I could have been wrong. And even though I knew the feelings weren&amp;#8217;t mutual, I just wanted to confess and get it off my chest so I could move on.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50979188129</link><guid>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50979188129</guid><pubDate>Tue, 21 May 2013 02:22:00 -0700</pubDate><category>personal</category><category>rant</category><category>ranting</category><category>rejection</category><category>crush</category><category>oh whale</category><category>relationships</category><category>whatever</category><category>embarrassing</category></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/1520db2e1a0ad2ea4367c9d8403b2fa9/tumblr_mlcqt32tXo1qz4d4bo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50978288375</link><guid>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50978288375</guid><pubDate>Tue, 21 May 2013 01:48:21 -0700</pubDate></item><item><title>"What’s the point of living if you’re going to hate the world? Guard your heart if you have to, but..."</title><description>“What’s the point of living if you’re going to hate the world? Guard your heart if you have to, but don’t shut it away.”&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;Neal Shusterman, &lt;em&gt;Bruiser&lt;/em&gt; (via &lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://simply-quotes.net/" target="_blank"&gt;simply-quotes&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50978284036</link><guid>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50978284036</guid><pubDate>Tue, 21 May 2013 01:48:13 -0700</pubDate></item><item><title>white girl in any movie: my dad said to only use this credit card for emergencies&#13;</title><description>white girl in any movie: my dad said to only use this credit card for emergencies&lt;br /&gt;&#13;
white girl in any movie: and this is an emergency *opens doors to mall*</description><link>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50976666965</link><guid>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50976666965</guid><pubDate>Tue, 21 May 2013 00:50:31 -0700</pubDate></item><item><title>Fuck yeah! 

</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/a6f141ed4cfbe8b578555ac10298e5fb/tumblr_mn3kb1RqI61r5w7ofo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;pre&gt;&lt;i&gt;Fuck yeah! &lt;/i&gt;&lt;/pre&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50972533058</link><guid>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50972533058</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 22:59:07 -0700</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/daecce30b7e1300367cbb8f5691c9f5d/tumblr_ml9yfnIB4r1s783hto1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50971453906</link><guid>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50971453906</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 22:36:22 -0700</pubDate></item><item><title>alliekinssss:

tyleroakley:

NO FLAWS DETECTED.

thank you...</title><description>&lt;iframe src="https://w.soundcloud.com/player/?url=http%3A%2F%2Fapi.soundcloud.com%2Ftracks%2F93142557&amp;liking=false&amp;sharing=false&amp;origin=tumblr" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" class="soundcloud_audio_player" width="500" height="116"&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://alliekinssss.tumblr.com/post/50963070709/tyleroakley-no-flaws-detected-thank-you" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank"&gt;alliekinssss&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://tyleroakley.tumblr.com/post/50955918225/no-flaws-detected" target="_blank"&gt;tyleroakley&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;NO FLAWS DETECTED.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;thank you jesus.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50971429958</link><guid>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50971429958</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 22:35:54 -0700</pubDate></item><item><title>Retro Electro</title><description>&lt;p&gt;My kind of music. &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50970666408</link><guid>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50970666408</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 22:20:58 -0700</pubDate><category>retro electro</category><category>chromeo</category><category>my homeboy</category><category>you make it rough</category><category>business casual</category></item><item><title>"You didn’t love her. You just didn’t want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was good for your ego. Or..."</title><description>“You didn’t love her. You just didn’t want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was good for your ego. Or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn’t love her, because you don’t destroy the person that you love.”&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;Callie Torres, &lt;em&gt;‘The Heart of the Matter’&lt;/em&gt;  (via &lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://pakizah.tumblr.com/" target="_blank"&gt;pakizah&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50968504620</link><guid>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50968504620</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 21:42:17 -0700</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/bab7bdf7eb8a22c67a2b990b6eb0b1fa/tumblr_mlvpz0dUtm1rzwj29o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50897936789</link><guid>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50897936789</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 03:10:22 -0700</pubDate></item><item><title>"You’re still going to get criticized, so you might as well do whatever the fuck you want."</title><description>“You’re still going to get criticized, so you might as well do whatever the fuck you want.”&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;Kathleen Hanna  (via &lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://qoldlush.tumblr.com/" target="_blank"&gt;qoldlush&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50897879568</link><guid>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50897879568</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 May 2013 03:08:33 -0700</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/9a7accd985eb3b78447b14904924b933/tumblr_mmwx8gbsdv1r5n34uo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/4f6a2c6541263ba9612a724031a4c6fa/tumblr_mmwx8gbsdv1r5n34uo2_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50891279629</link><guid>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50891279629</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 May 2013 23:41:13 -0700</pubDate></item><item><title>Do you ever just wonder about the many secrets people withhold to themselves? The little things...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Do you ever just wonder about the many secrets people withhold to themselves? The little things people keep away from you? The weird fetishes, irrational phobias, past events, idiotic and reckless experiences. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;It&amp;#8217;s odd, isn&amp;#8217;t it? You can be as close to a person as you possibly could be. Maybe even consider each other blood. Direct or indirect.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;You say you feel like you always have that one person that you can relay &lt;strong&gt;everything&lt;/strong&gt; to. Whether it&amp;#8217;s a friend, a family member, or your partner. But is that really true?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;We all have secrets. Things we&amp;#8217;re too afraid and or self-conscious to share with anyone.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;We can be truthful and honest maybe even a hundred-percent of the times. But we never do tell the whole truth, do we?&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50889497688</link><guid>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50889497688</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 May 2013 23:00:40 -0700</pubDate><category>personal</category><category>rant</category><category>honesty</category><category>truth</category><category>actual blogging</category><category>thoughts</category><category>rambling</category></item><item><title>apatheticghost:

REASONS TO BE NICE TO PEOPLE
IT MAKES PEOPLE FEEL GOOD
IT MAKES YOU FEEL GOOD
ITS...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://apatheticghost.tumblr.com/post/50777672988/reasons-to-be-nice-to-people-it-makes-people-feel" class="tumblr_blog" target="_blank"&gt;apatheticghost&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;REASONS TO BE NICE TO PEOPLE&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;IT MAKES PEOPLE FEEL GOOD&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;IT MAKES YOU FEEL GOOD&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;ITS NICE&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;YOU ARE A PLEASANT AND COOL PERSON&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;BEING MEAN IS MEAN&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;THERES NO REASON TO BE RUDE AND HATEFUL WHEN WE’RE ALL JUST PEOPLE LIVING ON THE SAME PLANET AND TRYING TO GET THROUGH OUR LIVES AND ENJOY THE TIME WE HAVE&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50889345892</link><guid>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50889345892</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 May 2013 22:57:25 -0700</pubDate></item><item><title>literaryfool:

megaman2:


“howdily doodily neighbourino”

this...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ldbp64eSRl1qfoihco1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://literaryfool.tumblr.com/post/40984830052/megaman2-howdily-doodily-neighbourino" target="_blank"&gt;literaryfool&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://megaman2.tumblr.com/post/40893520758/howdily-doodily-neighbourino" target="_blank"&gt;megaman2&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;img alt="image" src="http://media.tumblr.com/4d9905bd889f6e8dd0ada9ea18de25f8/tumblr_inline_mgus1eHujC1r8jjm3.png"/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;“howdily doodily neighbourino”&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;this is the funniest thing ive ever seen leave me&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50889147653</link><guid>http://jesheeka.tumblr.com/post/50889147653</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 May 2013 22:53:19 -0700</pubDate></item></channel></rss>
